Sarah Wagner talking about her work with other residents in an open studio session. (Photo by Evan Bruce)
Evan Bruce: So you are a sculpture installation artist? Right. Would you say that's accurate?
Sarah Wagner: I would say that's accurate. That's how I have been for many, many years. Things are shifting a little bit.
EB: How are you thinking about sculpture and installation differently than you did ten to fifteen years ago?
SW: I'm still interested in many of the same things. Right now, I guess it's like how to tell a story the best, and so right now, I'm thinking about it the way things have shifted, is that I've gone into drawing and book arts and writing. This is really my kind of work, usually balancing between material investigation and conceptual investigation. I'm really interested in this carpet that I got for free in dalton. So, I'm like, what does this do? It's part armature, but not, and then I'm really interested in gravitational forces and forces like physics. How do you make things stand up? How do you make something that shouldn't stand up, like some kind of, you know, plainer? Because things that are planer tend to be, like, really flaccid. Not able to hold their own form. And so then how do you do that? Yeah. And what are the ways that you can intervene at least in whatever the material is.
EB: I think as an artist, there's a lot of meaning in material that sometimes gets looked past
(Photo by Evan Bruce)
SW: Yeah, I mean, I don't know what I'm doing here. I've been out of the game for a while.
I'm trying to find who I am. So, I'm not coming from a place of great confidence. I'm more coming from fun and play and try to see what manifests. You know, we only have so much time on this earth. What do you do? What do you got?
EB: So just kind of taking it as it goes.
SW: Absolutely, that's all I'm doing here. I don't know what the hell I'm doing. No idea.
EB: You said you were out of the game for a number of years. You know, go go into as much detail as you want, but like, what happened with that?
SW: Okay. So we lived in Detroit. We sort of realizing that our parents were getting to a place where they needed care, and nobody else was really able to step up. So we started trying to figure out a move because we had our business, we had our studio practices. We did construction, we bought half a city block. I mean, there was a lot. You know, it's like, how do we migrate ourselves down here? So we did, or we tried to come down here but we are kind of dividing our time. We came here Covid hit, but we still had all these jobs up in Detroit. We went up for a two week job to renovate a bathroom and halfway through that, I had excruciating pain. I thought that it was like an accidental overdose. My friend was a doctor and He was testing some meds on me, because I was having these breathing issues. Anyway, it turned out that my colon was completely blocked. It ended up being that I had to have a colostomy bag for nine months where I was not able to process my waste. All of a sudden, I had to go through chemo, I had another surgery where they reversed and, eating, It’s a prayer. Because I don't really have control over my body. But we couldn't move here. We were stuck in Detroit for a year because my health insurance was there. After that happened, we still were needed here. So we had to drive back, things got into, pretty intense caregiving. That's what the gift of this is for me. This is an incredible gift because I just have not had that ability to have the focus on this part of me, which, which can very easily not be as important as, say, having to build an in-law unit for a mother. Or, you know, make sure water is working or, get my kid to the thing. There's a lot of stuff. Our world isn't really–There's not a whole ton of support. And so it's–I was able to do that. I'm incredibly grateful, grateful for the opportunity. Being able to, to see someone at the end of their life and hold them that way is a gift of a magnitude that I would never give up. Yeah. So it's not something that I resent, but it has been just interesting to have this, this, you know, alienation on my part from this.
EB: Yeah. Definitely. How far of a drive is it from Detroit?
SW: Eight hours. Eight hours. You can do it in eight hours. Yeah. It took me as long as seventeen when my kid was a baby.
EB: So you were doing that trip pretty often?
SW: Yeah, we actually pretty much moved here–We're fully here. Things just got too much a year and a half ago. It was actually a year ago when we made the decision to fold it, I moved my medical stuff here. Before that, I was going up and back, which was just really hard because I have to do a lot of testing now, but it's great. I'm in the medical system.
EB: I think about you and how you were talking about being “out of the game” I had just thought that that's like a pretty dramatic stop. I'm sure there's a deep story behind that. I'm sure it feels really great to be able to go about it in such a casual way, not just like that, but to put a lot of things aside, at least a little, and just focus on what you want to make, right?
SW: What's interesting is that, you know, I have to work. I have to, because with all of the things that have happened, I had to take off so much. When I planned this, I thought I would be able to take time. It just hasn't fully immersed, but it's okay. Now I have certain abilities which are lesser, my hands start learning and I know that if I don't rest, then I will not be able to work. So when my hands start hurting, I need to take a rest. So when I was younger, there were certain things that I had to do in order to make my work, and it was a little easier, when my kid was like a toddler. I couldn't make it work, so what I did was trading plumbing for babysitting, which I'm not a great plumber l, but I traded being a plumber with a friend who needed plumbing, and she did my babysitting. Then, we had a house where the only room with the door was the bathroom, and so I would lock myself in the bathroom and make art. And then when she had to pee, we'd make it work, just so that I could keep working and then I, another thing that I did was that I would wake up at four and I would work from 4 to 8 until my family woke up, and then I would end up working.
Widening Circles: Portraits from the Joan Mitchell Foundation Artist Community at 25 Years (Photo by Reginald Eldridge, Jr.)
SW: I really love art. I love it. It's also the work of the spirit, you know? I end up having a lot of feelings about the importance of this. Is it important? That was also part of what got me not working. Is this important? What is the importance of the world, the things that are happening? Like why are we doing this and for whom. The market aspect of art is really hard for me because I don't really–I don't like that. I do feel like in some ways, we as artists, We are the court jesters for the wealthy, and so do I want to be a court jester. How much am I participating in this “court jesterness”. So I'm not really sure. How do I make work for the people, and who are the people, you know? So that ends up becoming really challenging. If we are making work of the spirit, then this means that we're holding the Spirit. How do we hold the spirit? The academic system prepares you in some ways, but where is this path of training for the holding of the spirit? And I don't know. So how do you exist and how do you survive? To some degree, make it work with used carpet or carpet squares that would be garbage. [Sarah is currently creating sculptural work with used carpet squares] This is literally garbage. So they throw this away because the pieces that I'm working with, they're too small to use and they throw away vast quantities. So that feels kind of good because at least I'm not extracting. I'm contributing in some way. It's so great. How do we make the work of the spirit in this environment where it's all about the work of the dollar. We're still in the world. We can't separate ourselves. So how do we navigate that boundary of not wanting to be in this world? Because there's so much in this world that I can't get behind. When I was in grad school, I did this work called The Invisible Healing World. Lets just make a world, lets just make it. Man making a world is really fucking hard. Who makes worlds? God, Walt Disney. Who are the other world makers?
EB: It's hard, I also have those revelations in life when trying to figure out how to get by, but also do what I love to do, and also not be complicit in an economic system that is actively working against me and my peers. It's hard because there really isn't one solution to it at all.
SW: The forces are big and powerful. The violence is big and powerful. Yeah. And, and so, you know, like, I mean, and honestly, that's what a lot of this is about. [referring to her studio work]
EB: You mentioned work of the spirit. What do you mean by that?
“The WorkSkirt with all the bells and whistles workers need. Made from overstock yardage. These skirts are custom made to you.” (sarahwagner.net)
SW: I don't know–part of it is trying to figure out a term for what it is. So, I have work in galleries. I’ve had people come and say that they only buy old masters or they only buy blue chip pieces, because they own their value, so to speak. It's because they're speculative investors. They're not they're not buying work because they love it. They're not buying the work because it moves them to the point that they feel like they need to be a part of it. They're buying it because they're trying to play the system. Art is an unregulated market. The value doesn't make sense. There is no sensibleness in valuation of whatever it is. What is it? Why is it that I'm appalled by that and similarly, that's the best language I can come up with because I'm not really great at that. I'm really interested in the expressions of the spirit. People who run churches are people of the spirit, they're trying to navigate that energy. How do people come together? If I'm going to make a product, I'm going to make a skirt or pants.
SW: I really have no interest in making products for the market, you know? But then it's weird because I still have to survive. So I’ll do construction to survive, or I'll make curtains, or I'll–I'll do whatever I have to do.I have my hustle that pays the bills, then I have what I work on in the studio that is really important to me. But that's really weird. It's like the market’s always in. No matter what, the market's always in. Right? People who don't have the same adoration for materially rendered ideas; you don't really care. The work of artists have just sent me into–have explained things to me that I haven't ever understood. I talk about Richard Serra in the way that his tilted arcs just give you this physicality of like, whoa, like I'm here, there's gravity. It's this experiential strength, you know? it's like, all of a sudden, like, you understand something, and then also the revulsion, I feel like while looking at. I think it was the Karen Walker snake's piece. Yeah. Where she made a giant mountain of sugar in New York, and then having people come up and pose with the sphinxes “hoo ha”, how that reveals so much about who people are. I would hold that, that piece in such reverence. That's the work for the spirit, what is that experience of being collapsed.
EB: The idea of making art for a purpose of participating in a market. Like, “I want to make something that is going to be sold”. Would you say that’s the opposite of working for the spirit?
SW: I think that you need to have–I'm interested in livelihood. I'm not really interested in, like, anything else. There are those practical concerns, I mean, I live in the world, I have to buy food, you know, which is very expensive these days.
EB: It's the experience that we all share.
SW: Exactly. A bag of peanuts was like three and a half dollars. It's crazy.
(Photo by Evan Bruce)
EB: Lastly I wanted to ask, a couple of other artists here are working on stuff that is intended to be a show, right? So they have, like, this goal that they're working towards, producing x amount of work for x show. Do you have a goal that you're working towards with your time here?
SW: I’d like to have something that I can take pictures of and post by the time I'm done. I have four things that I actually like spelled out. I would like to get this piece that I'm working on with the carpet resolved to the point where I feel good about it and then I can document it. I would like to get that book that I'm working on resolved and possibly printed here. I want to get enough stuff done so that I can send out the things and do it at the press. I've already had the pots thrown because I make pots. Ceramic pots. Years ago, I was at studio potter right out of college. I want to make some slabs, which I'm going to be working on today. I have wanted to do frescoes and I have gotten all the materials. So I want to make some fresco paintings. If I get to do those four things, I will be beyond ecstatic. Yeah, I mean, that's a lot. I was writing this all out this morning and was like, “I'm a little ambitious”
EB: You’ve got to be ambitious as an artist.
SW: The fact that I got this, I got two months is like complete frickin miracle for me.
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Sarah Wagner is in residence at Stove Works Feb - March of 2025.
Sarah Wagner is a sculptor and installation artist whose work renders the frailties and strengths wrought by the dynamism of invisible forces on an increasingly unnatural world. Her investigations and renderings of the ecological systems has inspired her to explore exhibition venues as unnatural environments within which to create models for parallel worlds. Her work has been featured in solo and group exhibitions nationally and internationally at Projekt 0047 (Berlin), Homie (Berlin), Muskegon Museum of Art, de Saisset Museum (Santa Clara), Museum of Craft and Folk Art , YBCA , Southern Exposure, New Langton Arts (San Francisco), 21 Grand (Oakland), and Revolution Gallery (Detroit). Wagner’s work has been reviewed in Art Week and Art Papers and is in the Microsoft Collection and Muskegon Museum of Art. She received a Pollock/Krasner Grant in 2009 and a Joan Mitchell Fellowship in 2014. She currently divides her time between Detroit MI and Chattanooga TN and BFA, University of Tennessee at Chattanooga; Resident, Skowhegan School of Painting and Sculpture; MFA, California College of the Arts.
https://www.sarahwagner.net/